痛

夜幕渐渐低垂，我心开始下沉。我开始失去方向；我开始乱了。脑袋不由自主地想起昨天的痛。很怕。。。很怕如果剧痛再次降临，我该如何是好？我想我只能听天由命了。。。原来，人就是这么低脆弱。

沉寂多时，它终于按捺不住了。我只感受到这突如其来的痛不断地侵袭我，仿佛是无止境的痛。我尝试了多种方法，它依旧不听话地严惩我。我一味地告诉自己：没事的，睡醒就没事了。

奈何，隔天清晨，我再也不能欺骗我自己了。我失去了方寸。当鲜红的血留下的那一刻，我决堤了。。眼泪一串接着一串，像珍珠般落下。我不能假装坚强下去了。第一时间，我奔向了姐姐的房间。这一刻，我似是回到了还是小女孩的我。

医生却找不出因由，慌了的心开始发麻了。还能做什么呢？？时间一秒一秒地过去了。我开始还害怕夜晚的来临。我不想再一次承受那一份伤痛，真的，真的不想了。强忍眼泪，不让它落下。。。

这就是爱

在爱情的世界里，永远容不下第三者。。

芒果，芒果大又大

GE @ July

My colleague told me that this is “INAI”

Nice ma??

~**^ Touched ^**~

This post is especially dedicated to my Uncle Meng…

FYI, I am currently stay at my uncle’s house during weekdays. With my sensitive nose, I am getting flu after a week sleep with air-conditioner. Not just the flu, it also terribly disturbs my night.

Tuesday… I went home with my tired body. Bath… dinner… movie….

Looking up…. Oh!!!!!!!!!!!!!! There is a ceiling fan~~~ meaning that I no need to suffer with the air-cond from today onwards. Uncle Meng is so considerate. This is the warm that can only came from family. So touched. Once again, I felt his love to us :- )

The funny thing is Uncle Meng is so naughty. He quietly hide the fan remote control underneath my pillow. When I busy searching my earphone, I found the remote. I start thinking: Carrot ah.. how come you so blur ah? Till bring the remote up.. haihzzzz… then I realize I did not touch the remote that day.. I start wondering..

With my head turn up, ceiling fan??? I yelled at my cousin. She is on phone that time. Nevertheless, it did not prohibit her to show her big big surprise face..

Uncle Meng is so nice to us although he just cool all the time. But this is the love from a true heart, never pretend. Here I want to shout…

I LOVE YOU!!!!