^cARrOt's CaRotEne diaRy \(^••^)/

^cARrOt's CaRotEne diaRy \(^••^)/

Thursday, February 26, 2009

the day after tommorow

28/2 will be my last day in underwriting, then, i will have 3 months of loooOOoooOnG holiday.

What should I do then? Maybe it's really the time for me to think seriously how I gonna to plan my future. As a 23 years old girl, some might think I am still young, some might think I am not that young. It seems that I back to the time when we are Form 1 and Form 2, embarrassing period.

Why I say so?

The elder will say: Chern, you are still young wat, why not just go back to school? Moreover, your father can afford it and he does really wish you can continue study..

Some who same batch with me will say: Girl.. If you would like to continue your master study, I will fully support you. If not, why you wanna waste your 3 years in nutri and now you wanna start all over again for another not related degree?

Some will say: Wherever there is a dream, go and realize it. Noone can make it besides you yourself.

Everyone has different perception (Dr. Zalilah, 2008) on what should you do during that age..
23 for elder, you are too young to work in the society..
23 for younger, we can't wait to earn the money ourselves, to buy the thing we like, to enjoy our live, to learn how to not depend on family, to know it's really not easy to earn but always easy to spend......

In fact, I have a lot of dreamsSss.......... I really not sure do I still have so many time to realise all or am I really able to realise them.. What should I do? I found my way but it's too many till i cannot make a decision. Lost of idea, Let's see what happened after February, the Valentine's month...


Love,
Carrot...

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